A few months ago I wrote about “worship pastors” and the problem I see with them in the Church in general, and I explained how our assembly decided to hire one of these guys even though we had a wonderful, mature song leader. A few days later I wrote an article about the upcoming service being noted on Facebook as going to be having a new song for us to learn - right from Hillsong and vacuous as it could be. That Sunday there was a notice in the bulletin from this new “pastor” requesting input, so I responded and sent an email expressing my concern with focusing on one demographic, and using songs from aberrant groups like Hillsong and Vineyard because all it did was give them credence. I essentially pasted in my article in regards to some of the songs we have used from these groups so as to demonstrate the false teachings in many of them. His response was basically that there is no “perfect” song.
Well, it appears I wasted my time, because he just used the songs I exposed with bad teachings, and he keeps bringing in more.
In October we sang Chris Tomlin’s My Chains Are Gone, and a few weeks later we sang Grace Like Rain, but we never sing Amazing Grace any more. So I e-mailed this “pastor” and our lead pastor and asked if we could go back now and then to Amazing Grace, and explained the same thing which I wrote about Tomlin’s song in this post, while also pointing out that Grace Like Rain was an even worse version with a dirge-like melody and the nonsensical phrase, “grace like rain falls down.” I stated we were going down the wrong road trying to appeal to one demographic. The response was that, no, they are not trying to appeal to one demographic and everyone has different opinions of music. Period.
By the end of November my wife and I were only attending every other week as we looked at other places for worship. Whenever we did attend, we continued with lots of his favorites, horrible rock/country type beats, changing melodies of old hymns, changes lyrics of some other old gyms, and used more and more “contemporary” junk-food songs. (A friend gave me updates for the weeks we didn’t attend.) The “worship” periods are mostly opportunities for this “pastor” to perform, and he has been joined on the “stage” by a woman who accompanies him vocally and an elder who has joined him with an electric guitar and acts like part of a rock band.
February 8th our “worship pastor” decided to teach us a new song, Your Great Name. The lyrics were so poor that I wrote a blog article about it. Then I e-mailed this “pastor” with questions about examining the lyrics for the poor theology. The only response I received was the following Sunday when he used that song to close the service - as reported by my friend still inside.
We haven’t been back since then, partly due to weather prevention, but mainly due to finding an assembly which seems to be working out. We love the people in our old assembly, and have some good friends there who are also unhappy with the music but are staying for various reasons.
Well, my “operative” reported that this week the “worship team” did a special music time in lieu of prayer time, and the song they sang was Lay Me Down by Chris Tomlin. Since I never heard of it, I looked up the lyrics; take a look:
With this heart open wide
From the depths from the heights
I will bring a sacrifice
With these hands lifted high
Hear my song, hear my cry
I will bring a sacrifice
I will bring a sacrifice
[Chorus:]
I lay me down I’m not my own
I belong to you alone
Lay me down, lay me down
Hand on my heart this much is true
There’s no life apart from you
Lay me down, lay me down
Lay me down, lay me down
Letting go of my pride
Giving up all my rights
Take this life and let it shine
Take this life and let it shine
[Chorus:]
I lay me down I’m not my own
I belong to you alone
Lay me down, lay me down
Hand on my heart this much is true
There’s no life apart from you
Lay me down, lay me down
Lay me down, lay me down
[Bridge:]
It will be my joy to say Your will Your way
It will be my joy to say Your will Your way
It will be my joy to say Your will Your way always
Did you notice how much “I” and “me” there is? Is there really any explanation as to whom this song is addressed? This could be a song to a girlfriend or a boyfriend; yes, one of those “Jesus is my boyfriend” genre.
WHERE IS THE DISCERNMENT!?!?! This song has no place in the assembly — NONE! And it is an example as to why we cannot return to that assembly so long as they have that “pastor” for their “worship” leader. It demonstrates the lack of discernment of the entire leadership who would allow this stuff to continue. We have watched this assembly slowly move closer and closer to the market-driven model and it has been a very disappointing journey, especially since this assembly had a reputation for its solid teaching.
As I have said before, the music we sing during our worship meetings in the assembly is teaching us just as much as are the sermons. When the teaching in the assembly begins to go down this road, it is time to find another place of worship.